I don’t know why by Imagine Dragons

We could be strangers in the night

We could be passing in the shadows

We couldn’t be closer if we tried

When we’re caught in the headlights

We could be faces in the crowd

We could be passing in the shadows

Upping the risk of being found

When we’re caught in the headlights

Dangerous

Your love is always dangerous

And now I’m lost in us

We’re livin’ in a lying trust

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

I was a faking alibi

Trading the truth in for a lie, oh

We were the essence of desire

And we’re caught in the headlights

Dangerous

Your love is always dangerous

And now I’m lost in us

We’re livin’ in a lying trust

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

That you love me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me (dangerous)

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me (your love is always dangerous)

Tell me that you love me

I don’t know why

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (do with, do with, do with)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

Mood right now: Follow you by Imagine Dragons

You know I got your number, number all night

I’m always on your team, I got your back, alright

Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right

I wanna put you into the spotlight

If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back

Heart attacks every night

Oh, you know it’s not right

I will follow you way down wherever you may go

I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low

I’ll always be around wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

Call you up, you’ve been crying, crying all night

You’re only disappointed in yourself, alright

Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right

I wanna take you into the sunlight

If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back

Heart attacks every night

Oh, you know it’s not right

I will follow you way down wherever you may go

I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low

I’ll always be around wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da

La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

You’re not the type to give yourself enough love

She live her life, hand in a tight glove

I wish that I could fix it, I could fix it for you

But instead I’ll be right here comin’ through

(Right here coming through)

I will follow you way down wherever you may go (I’ll follow you)

I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low

I’ll always be around wherever life takes you (I’ll follow you)

You know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da

La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

Just three things

What are three objects you couldn’t live without?

-God

– The Bible

-notebook or paper to write all my thoughts and poems out

You can’t hide ugly

Always surprised how people act when speaking of my own mental illness. It’s like mentioning you have the plague. It truly shows their true character that they try to hide behind fake smiles. ~Emma~

Words to live by

Dear friend: written by Emmanuelle-Rose Grace

Dear “friend”, I want to say thank you for we no longer speak. Time has passed us by and friends we never really were you see. Things change, I have changed, my heart no longer cares for any of you. It’s strange you love something till you find out it wasn’t worth your time and it never was. You learn to let go not because you have forgotten the hurt or pain but because you no longer need them at all. They no longer exist in your life. You learned a valuable lesson that your “friend” may never see but wish them well. Never look back with regret and don’t forget the only one with the power is yourself. This “friend” I write about doesn’t exist they never did. Complete figment of my imagination because the truth is, real friends would be there for you, only figments of our imagination never existed in our life. So let go of the lie this friend never existed. Tomorrow when you open your eyes it’s your world no one else’s. So erase the figment of your imagination and dive into a new world free from the lie. Stop wasting time on shadows that never existed live in the present with the love around you. Sincerely, the Black Rose

New Poetry…

The Widow

Lying in bed with a broken heart trying to understand why I am the way I am

Looking to the right and staring at a blank wall with nothing to say

Looking to the left and staring at the pictures that once hung there

Happy faces and smiles from time shared gone bye

How do I escape the pain from not having you here?

How do I fill this empty bed where you use to lay?

I feel my throat closing as I try to breathe in the last scent of you

The sheets still hold the faint smell of us

How do I escape the touch I need so much?

How do I free my mind from the prison I sit in now?

Tears stain my red cheeks

Sadness grabs a hold of me

My breathing becomes labored

How can I get you back?

I stare at the ceiling the sun shines through the blinds

But all I feel is the pain of not having you by my side

Tell me how can I live in a world you no longer live in

How can I go on without you?

I will do anything to get you back

But I know the one place I cannot get you from is the one place you belong

I turn to the dark side of the bed and hold the pillows tight

Knowing in heaven you will be alright

Written by:

Emmanuelle-Rose Grace

Storms Wrath

Storms Wrath

Her heart breaks at his words

Crushing the red dried roses that were once hers

Leaving nothing but dark red broken petals falling towards the grass

As the she lets out a howl from deep within

Crushed by his hateful words of deceit

The stab wounds going deep in her soul

She goes blue like a chill from winter’s brutal cold

Pain freezing her every thought

As her heart stops beating so damn hard

Tears staining her face with marks

She tries to understand what came her way

Lost for words with nothing left to say

Falling to the ground, she grabs the wounds on her way

His words of hate, breaking her once beautiful face

Written by: Emmanuelle-Rose Grace

Blue Rose

Blue Rose

She tries hard to forget the words that made her feel all alone

Her pulse speeds up trying to catch air into her lungs

Why did she allow him in her heart?

She knows he was dangerous from the start

She thinks of all the mistakes she has done

One after the other she tries to shake all the thoughts

The cruelty in his words

The lies he told

Made her feel safe within his embrace

She stares in the mirror at her face

Wondering who is standing in her place

She tries to remember the girl she once was

The way her smile and laughter lite the room

Her presence was something to behold

Or at least that is what she was told

Her eyes filled with tears

The smug of black that stain her red cheeks

Her heart has been torn out of her chest

She tries to breath out but her lungs forget

Slowly she falls to the floor

Darkness takes a hold of her and she is no more

She screams in pain but doesn’t make a sound

Death was the only escape she sought

Written by: Emmanuelle-Rose Grace