What are three objects you couldn’t live without?
-God
– The Bible
-notebook or paper to write all my thoughts and poems out
Tag: words
Words to live by
“I’m done trying to get you I am sorry it’s taken me this long to figure it out but I promise I am done making a fool of myself.” HIMYM
Letting go
Describe the last difficult “goodbye” you said.
It was to a friend or someone I thought was a friend. I was there for this person but they turned on me. I tried to save the friendship but it was beyond saving. Because in the end I learned the only one that truly cared about our friendship was me. It was extremely painful and hard to just let go. To think that you gave your all and that person turned so quickly on you made me feel like crap.
Quote for today
Don’t get too attached to people because in the end everyone leaves. -unknown-
I’m done trying to get you
You can’t hide ugly
Always surprised how people act when speaking of my own mental illness. It’s like mentioning you have the plague. It truly shows their true character that they try to hide behind fake smiles. ~Emma~
Words to live by
Remember as you get yourself started today, you are worthy and you are loved. Keep shining the light you were given. Don’t allow anyone to take that shine from you. ~Emma~
Have a blessed day
Moody
I have been going through a really moody time at the moment hence why I am trying to minimize the damage. I tend to become very nasty and unfiltered when I am in this mood. Not that people don’t deserve to hear it. But unfortunately being this on a down is never a good thing. I shall keep you posted. I want to be positive but at this moment I am not. So I won’t pretend to be. ~Emma~
Not okay
I wish I could write a happy note and be positive but it has escaped me. Right at this very moment I am extremely hurt. I can’t even begin to explain the pain I feel but it has taken a hold of me. When you find that you have loved someone so much but they have disregarded you as piece of shit it is soul crushing. It makes me mad, angry, and just utterly broken. I will never be like that no matter how broken I feel. I won’t be like that person or the people that defend this person. I have lost a part of my heart probably to never find it again. All I can do is mourn it and let it go eventually. There is no point in trying to find or let anyone understand what you feel. They see things through their eyes and only their eyes, you can’t change that. It’s just heartbreaking and I am not okay with it. ~Emma~
Emma the Mizfit 