I am extremely blessed. I am thankful for the struggles that shape me each and every single day. More than anything I thank God for giving me the strength to keep going for without Him I would be nothing. Don’t give up keep fighting. Everyone is facing something so always smile and remember you aren’t alone. Kindness goes very far to someone who is having a really bad day. Make a difference, be the change you want to see. Have a beautiful night/day. ~Emma~
Tag: WarriorOfGod
Thoughts at 2am
We are reminded once in a while to take a step back and remember no matter how bad things are for us they could always be worse. We think we suffer but true suffering like being tortured, beaten or even starving exists while we complain about little things that annoy us. In the end we should always be grateful for what we have, not what we don’t. Does it minimize our own pain I don’t believe so. I think by saying life is short just enjoy it, does belittle your own pain. But there is a grain of truth in the statement. Life is short and we don’t get much time here why spend it on things that cannot be changed. I do love with all that I am but sometimes some people and somethings are not worth the pain or even the time to care. Let it go it’s not worth chasing something not worth your time. Don’t waste time on things or people that aren’t worthy of being with you. Let it go. ~Emma~
Words to reflect on

Wolf
Which animal would you compare yourself to and why?
I would like to say a lioness but I am probably more wolf than a lion. Fierce, strong, always fighting for my place with a pack or without one. It’s hard to survive alone yet I still do and always along the line I find others to make a pack with. Searching for an alpha male that will be equal with me.
Faithfully
Faithfully- Journey
Highway run into the midnight sun
Wheels go ’round and ’round, you’re on my mind
Restless hearts, sleep alone tonight
Sendin’ all my love along the wire
They say that the road ain’t no place to start a family
Right down the line, it’s been you and me
And lovin’ a music man ain’t always what it’s supposed to be
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I’m forever yours
Faithfully
Circus life under the big-top world
We all need the clowns to make us smile
Through space and time, always another show
Wonderin’ where I am lost without you
And being apart ain’t easy on this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy of rediscovering you
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I’m forever yours
Faithfully
Whoa-oh, oh-oh
Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh
Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Faithfully
I’m still yours
I’m forever yours
Forever yours
Faithfully
To future me….
Write a letter to your 100-year-old self.
Dear 100 year old me, congratulations on making it to 100. I didn’t think you would make it that far but cheers anyway. I hope you have found a man that loved you and showed you what it’s like to have someone completely support you and love you regardless of your chaos. I hope it was a long happy and fulfilled life. I hope you have built many beautiful wonderful relationships through out your long years. More importantly I hope you have continued to build the relationship between you and God. I can’t even imagine what the future holds for me but I am hopeful it will be a long beautiful one. I hope you have always celebrated each victory like it was your greatest and each day like it was your last. Like I set out to do many years ago I do hope you have made a change in the world. Or even one person’s life for the better. Always leaving the world a better place for someone else. You probably won’t remember this letter when you are 100 but if you do remember even if none of that happens you are still needed in life for whatever God has in stored for you. Don’t let anyone ever try to tell you different or make you stop believing in yourself. Always ~Emma~
Today and everyday
What is the last thing you learned?
You might feel alone but God is always with you.
One day at a time
What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.
Why are you still single, have never been married or had kids? You are too pretty to not be married. Explanation: I became extremely sick around the age of 21. Spent the next 10-15 years fighting a severe depression. Constantly being hospitalized, under lots of medication, and getting treatment with ECT. So yeah I didn’t have time to get married, have kids or enjoy life during the hell I was going through.
Embrace your chaos
My start
You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?
In the chaos of her mind, Emma always found peace in the quiet silence of prayer.
