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Words to live by…

◦ Let the seeds you planted be what you look forward in the future. Plant beautiful seeds everywhere you go and may the season they blossom bring much joy. ~Emma~

Love you

Just because I love you doesn’t mean I want to.

Listening to music can be the most therapeutic thing for me at times

Narcissist by: Avery Anna

Out of touch with my feelings

I can’t help it if I’m happy or sad

Today I cried for no reason

Made me feel like a psychopath

I should hate you ’cause I love you

You should hate yourself for treating me like that

We both know you only love you

Did you know they have a name for that?

You say that I’m crazy

You say that you’re sorry

Won’t happen again

You say I’m dramatic

I’m overreacting

And maybe I am

And I know you’ll get over me

But can you get over yourself?

Before you go and love somebody else

You should probably get some help

My parents don’t like you

Why would they want to?

After they found me crying on the bathroom floor

I don’t even like me anymore

‘Cause you say that I’m crazy

You say that you’re sorry

Won’t happen again

You say I’m dramatic

I’m overreacting

And maybe I am

And I know you’ll get over me

But can you get over yourself?

Before you go and love somebody else

You should probably get some help

You lose your voice when you yell too much

Don’t say you love me until you mess up

Phone calls past twelve o’clock, wanting me back

Don’t you know that they got a name for that?

You say that I’m crazy

You say that you’re sorry

Won’t happen again

You say I’m dramatic

I’m overreacting

And maybe I am

And I know you’ll get over me

But can you get over yourself?

Before you go and love somebody else

You should probably get some help

The comings of tomorrow

So tomorrow I will finish putting up my Christmas decorations for the outside. I will probably start the inside but I am going to try and sneak in a podcast and tell y’all how the adventures of my vacation to florida were. But we shall see. Don’t forget I posted videos on TikTok and Instagram. Karen the Mïzfït also joined in on the fun so please check them out. We will be starting our Game of Thrones review and might even include our time watching Yellowstone. We shall give our input on that also. We might even speak about our trip so tune in this week we will have the episodes up. ~Emma~

What does one do? – Random Thoughts

How to please people all around you without pleasing yourself? No matter the decision you make you will be wrong. There is no pleasing anyone. We live in society filled with narcissistic personalities. “The only factor is me and what I want and fk anyone who thinks differently.” Which I could understand but there is a flaw in that thinking. The people we love must always be taken into account when making decisions. It’s not just about me and what I want. We must learn to balance the selfish desire to do what we want and the desire to make the people we love happy. Both are constantly fighting for dominance but at the end only balancing both will bring you to the level of contentment one can only wish to have in this life. I would love to be selfish and think of just myself but an adult must always try to balance their own desires and the desires of the good of the ones around them. To be a kid again and selfish only seeing the moment now instead of five mins into the future. It does bring a sort of sadness to my heart. For we all give a lot for the ones we love without ever truly getting as much back. We can only hope that one day we will be rewarded for throwing our own selfish desires into the back trunk. I hope everyone has a beautiful day. Be grateful even for the small things that bring you pleasure. Many never even get to have that, but today walk with a smile knowing just like me you aren’t alone.

Prayers for tonight

I pray tomorrow is filled with hope, peace and love to you all. I pray you all have a beautiful blessed week. The world might be chaotic and ppl might be mean but you do not have to be. Be kind you never know who’s day you will brighten. So be the light in the darkness.

People suck

It’s always remarkable to me how quickly people turn their back on you. You stand there looking out for them and it quickly becomes “I never asked you to.” Some things we learn over time. Some things we learn through nothing more than being told we cause “drama” by existing. Well I no longer care if you see me as drama. It used to be called loyalty but in a world with no true meaning of anything, I can understand why one sees as drama. The days of me sticking my neck out for others is done. Because this girl no longer cares what happens to anyone. ~Emma~