Which animal would you compare yourself to and why?
I would like to say a lioness but I am probably more wolf than a lion. Fierce, strong, always fighting for my place with a pack or without one. It’s hard to survive alone yet I still do and always along the line I find others to make a pack with. Searching for an alpha male that will be equal with me.
Highway run into the midnight sun
Wheels go ’round and ’round, you’re on my mind
Restless hearts, sleep alone tonight
Sendin’ all my love along the wire
They say that the road ain’t no place to start a family
Right down the line, it’s been you and me
And lovin’ a music man ain’t always what it’s supposed to be
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I’m forever yours
Faithfully
Circus life under the big-top world
We all need the clowns to make us smile
Through space and time, always another show
Wonderin’ where I am lost without you
And being apart ain’t easy on this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy of rediscovering you
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I’m forever yours
Faithfully
Whoa-oh, oh-oh
Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh
Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Faithfully
I’m still yours
I’m forever yours
Forever yours
Faithfully
Dear sweet friend
I am writing to say good bye to the ways things have been. I tried to insert myself in your life. Not realizing you never needed me by your side. I know I exhaust the ones whom I love. I never meant to do that to you but here we are. I write this with a pain my heart. But I truly know this is for the best. Our lives passed through one moment and the moment is gone. So I will say my farewells and wish you off. Life is filled with people we love. But the most important lesson is learning to let go of those who don’t want. Want to be there or want to love you the way you are. It’s a lesson I learn each and every time I fell in love. It’s not you darling but me who is broken inside. Wishing you well with your life with some one else. No hard feelings just wishing you luck. Don’t worry darling a fool I am not, not anymore I am not. Sorry it’s taken so long to figure out how wrong I was but better late then never learning at all. Good bye in to the night I go wishing that you are filled with love. Sunshine and rainbows may they always be bright. Even if you never read this I will be alright. Can’t make some one love you and want to be in your life. Letting go is something that must be done even on this night. ~Emma~
You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?
In the chaos of her mind, Emma always found peace in the quiet silence of prayer.
Describe the last difficult “goodbye” you said.
It was to a friend or someone I thought was a friend. I was there for this person but they turned on me. I tried to save the friendship but it was beyond saving. Because in the end I learned the only one that truly cared about our friendship was me. It was extremely painful and hard to just let go. To think that you gave your all and that person turned so quickly on you made me feel like crap.
Don’t get too attached to people because in the end everyone leaves. -unknown-
Always surprised how people act when speaking of my own mental illness. It’s like mentioning you have the plague. It truly shows their true character that they try to hide behind fake smiles. ~Emma~
Remember as you get yourself started today, you are worthy and you are loved. Keep shining the light you were given. Don’t allow anyone to take that shine from you. ~Emma~
Emma the Mizfit 