Just three things

What are three objects you couldn’t live without?

-God

– The Bible

-notebook or paper to write all my thoughts and poems out

Words to live by

“I’m done trying to get you I am sorry it’s taken me this long to figure it out but I promise I am done making a fool of myself.” HIMYM

Feelings ?!?

What do you say to a person that is your friend that you may have feelings for them? You don’t want to ruin what you have but you can feel all these things you never knew you felt. Stupid I know, that’s what I keep saying. Don’t fall into old patterns. And it’s stupid because he is not like any other person I have ever met. Is it stupid? Am I crazy? To feel like I genuinely like them. I don’t know maybe I am stupid and completely reckless with my heart. But it’s like when we speak, even speaking of him being with another person, my heart feels something. It’s dumb I know. I just don’t know anymore. He makes me question everything. He makes me feel like I can achieve my goals. I can find my own happiness and it just feels like he takes joy in me becoming a better person. I know I shouldn’t even entertain the ideas, if I do it will just mess up our friendship. I love our friendship I don’t want to ruin that I want to be honest and just love him. Maybe just being his friend is enough love and not expecting anything back. I am stupid I know but I do know I don’t want us to not be friends. He is extremely important to me and I can’t lose him. Not over emotions that I am sure he doesn’t have. So I will stay positive and allow time to do it’s thing. Just working on myself. Yes I am sharing my own personal crazy thoughts. I hope the new day brings you much love and a beautiful day. Remember be the reason smiles today. ~Emma~

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Love you

Just because I love you doesn’t mean I want to.

The comings of tomorrow

So tomorrow I will finish putting up my Christmas decorations for the outside. I will probably start the inside but I am going to try and sneak in a podcast and tell y’all how the adventures of my vacation to florida were. But we shall see. Don’t forget I posted videos on TikTok and Instagram. Karen the Mïzfït also joined in on the fun so please check them out. We will be starting our Game of Thrones review and might even include our time watching Yellowstone. We shall give our input on that also. We might even speak about our trip so tune in this week we will have the episodes up. ~Emma~

Wonderful night

Sitting in bed in a lot of pain watching a Christmas movie with Lindsey Lohan and I absolutely love it. Falling for Christmas on Netflix. I don’t know if you have seen it but if you haven’t check it out. Sorry nit sorry for loving cheesy Christmas movies. 😘

Storms Wrath

Storms Wrath

Her heart breaks at his words

Crushing the red dried roses that were once hers

Leaving nothing but dark red broken petals falling towards the grass

As the she lets out a howl from deep within

Crushed by his hateful words of deceit

The stab wounds going deep in her soul

She goes blue like a chill from winter’s brutal cold

Pain freezing her every thought

As her heart stops beating so damn hard

Tears staining her face with marks

She tries to understand what came her way

Lost for words with nothing left to say

Falling to the ground, she grabs the wounds on her way

His words of hate, breaking her once beautiful face

Written by: Emmanuelle-Rose Grace

Hallmark Movies…

I happen to have this huge obsession with Hallmark movies. I know it is crazy but I can’t help it. I love the Christmas season movies which are just too cute. The movies after Christmas heading to Valentine’s Day. Love in April and their Summer weddings. Each season new movie new story. The movies are all about a girl and boy, love at first sight, second chance romances, friends who fall in love and in the end they are happy. It is like reading a romance novel, no not the ones with all the graphic sex scenes, I do love those too. 😊 But the movies in Hallmark are like romance novels where the reader is swept away in the whole “falling in love” of two characters and waiting for them to end in a HEA. Some of the books I read are sexy romance novels, some have graphic steamy sex scenes but no real story, some stories are about the complexity of relationships, others are just about a story of a boy and girl falling in love. Like any other reader, I love all kinds of books. Though I really don’t like science fiction at all. My favorites are books that are just about relationships, it could be a book about family, falling in love, or just the dynamic of different relationships within each and every situation. Other books like the Fifty Shades series, I must admit I did enjoy. I love Pepper Winters’ writings, her indebted series is my favorite, it is dark but I love how the characters fought against this archaic way of thinking. She is an absolutely awesome writer. I love books that have complex characters that are just so unpredictable you are sucked into each page, waiting for each moment to unfold. Even though in the end the characters will have a HEA, which is the whole point of the Romance Novels. Which brings me back to my obsession with the movies on Hallmark. To others they may be corny, they may seem stupid, some may even find them dumb but I would have to disagree. I find the movies clean, fun to watch, the guys are always so handsome and the stories are cute. So whether it might be corny or not, I love my corny Hallmark Movies… and I will own that shit because in the end they make me feel happy. Just like after reading a book with a characters journey to find their love and peace it puts a smile across my face. 😊 With a world full of chaos and darkness it is nice to watch a movie that will make you smile and make you feel good. I dare you to try watching some of them, you might just like it:)

Just some friendly advice:)

~~Emma~~