What was the last thing you did for play or fun?
The last thing I did for fun was dance to Christmas music with three dogs trying to jump on me. They danced at my legs trying to climb on me. It was so nice and fun to just dance in the living room with all their little faces looking at me. I did it today by the way, and it was epic. đ€Łđ¶â€ïž
Describe a man who has positively impacted your life.
Well if it has to be someone that I have never met per as without a spiritual connection it would have to be Jesus Christ. He gives me the direction I must go. Fills my heart when I am sad and hopeless. He gives me hope that no matter how dark times maybe He will always be by my side. As for a man not counting Jesus Christ, a few have come and gone that have left impressions and lessons I have learned from them. But to be honest I have never met anyone other than Jesus that has positively influenced my life. Again donât get me wrong few have come and helped me to grow into a better person. But if I weigh that against how they made me feel or the way the spoke to me or treated me, it would be a hard not enough to justify them being in my life at all.
Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?
Surprisingly itâs better than I pictured my life a year ago. Things might not be perfect or even going the way I planned but it is good. Life is good. For that I am grateful to God for allowing me another year of life and the endless blessings he has bestowed upon me.
I try hard to keep up. You have never made it easy so I gave up. Time has lost all its luster and my feelings are dead. I stop caring after learning you can careless. Itâs like the quote goes from How I met your motherâŠ
âYou may think your only choices are to swallow your anger or throw it in someoneâs face, but thereâs a third option: you can just let it go, and only when you do that is it really gone, and you can move forward.â â Ted Mosby
Because of your mother
I canât seem to forget
That our love is a trembling one
And healthy to my soul
Because of your father
Youâve got a hole in your trust
And when I see you hide it I wish I could
Remove it from your heart
In silence I make promises
Iâm lying still in the dark
And because of your peaceful soul
I keep thinking to myself
Donât, donât, donât cry for love
Cry for love
Donât, donât, donât cry for love
Cry for love
Donât you cry for love
Itâs a part of our path
Think about the way
Things were left to be
Itâs a raging sea
And colors that you wonât be
Here to see
And itâs just a matter of time
Till they put me in the grave
Till they put you in the grave
So I donât, donât, donât, cry for love
I donât cry for love
What are your family’s top 3 favorite meals?
Chicken sautĂ©ed with peppers and onions with white rice. Pasteles with fries and a fried egg, which is a Puerto Rican dish. A nice medium cooked steak with asparagus and a baked potato with butter. My favorite three meals. It also kind of depends if weâre talking about like on morning-lunch or dinner time because it changes but those are my favorite three meals for like dinner.
What’s the coolest thing you’ve ever found (and kept)?
Thatâs a hard one. Let me think. The coolest thing I have found and kept is the ability to be myself and not conform to what someone else thinks I should be. Even in my youth I always went against the followers. Itâs like the song goes by Frank Sinatra
My friend, I’ll say it clear
I’ll state my case, of which I’m certain
I’ve lived a life that’s full
I traveled each and every highway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way
Days
Weeks
Months
Years
Still you managed to make me smile today
Itâs been over a year
My thoughts go back in time
To a time we would just laugh
Endless chatters
Sharing secrets
Careless whispers in the night
Song lists from the heart
Music that made us feel connected
Nights falling asleep sounds in our ears
Words that made us express our deepest desires
Though the puzzle never fit
We tried to find ways
Life decided for us
You were right coffee, no one is to blame
Life is to blame
What will your life be like in three years?
To be honest I have no clue. I can hope for certain things in life. But the truth of the matter is we plan our future but life happens. So I will keep planning for my future but will any of my goals happen I donât know. Because I can only my control each day and none of us our promised tomorrow. The world seems really dark and I prefer to try to keep seeing the light. So what will my life be like in 3 years only God knows I just hope I will be happy and still grateful for each moment I am alive.
What does it mean to be a kid at heart?
To view the world in a way a child would. Maybe a little bit naive, maybe a little bit more of a delusional happier way of seeing the world view. That doesnât mean not seeing the darkness or evil in the world. But also keeping hope that things will change in a more positive direction or eventually workout to a better place than before. Yesterday I was asked if I was granted 3 wishes, I think having said the 3 things I would wish for are very childlike at heart. It probably makes me more naive than others but I have seen enough darkness in my own life that I would rather try to see some beauty or see the world the way a child does which is with endless possibilities.
Emma the Mizfit 