What it’s the truth?!?

Someone writes me to tell me how could I be so cold. I completely cut off communication with this individual and they didn’t understand why. Well this person refused to even ask themselves why I would even respond when they haven’t written me in months. Since I decided not to respond to the person instead block them. I will write them here. This message will probably never be read by them but for me it’s therapeutic to close the chapter. I don’t like wasting my time. If I spend time on you, talking to you, making myself available for you and that is taken for granted I will cut you out and move on. Like I have said before many times, I am not a fake person. I will not pretend to be a friend when I am not. I can tolerate people but pretending to be a friend when I am not is something I cannot do. With that said, if you cannot find time to write me or even ask how I am doing for MONTHS after me constantly extending myself to you, please explain to me why I should even care when you slide into my dms. I wish you well, I hope you thrive, for many healthy years to come but again I am not looking back. My focus is on the future, I am doing a lot of different things, my time is extremely limited. So for you to think I am wasting anymore time on this, you should really know me better. Sincerely ~Emma~Mizfit Queen~

Christ our King

Jesus Christ died for you and me. As he was nailed to that cross he wore our sins. So don’t forget to be grateful and filled with joy. For the King of kings lives. Open your heart to God He will answer you. Have a blessed weekend.

Have a blessed weekend

I know what I say doesn’t really matter to many people but this week has been very disheartening for me. Watching people losing their jobs(Tucker), rejoicing in a divorce(Steven Crowder) and finding some sort of sick pleasure in being right. While these things might seem trivial to some it has weighed on my heart. Not because of the actions of the individuals this has happened to but the people responding to these events. I used to think people can be cruel but held onto hope. But this week I was reminded that maybe there isn’t hope for a future. Maybe our time has come to end on this planet and it will all be over soon. I want to believe people can still be good and kind but the more I see people behave the less I believe humans are capable of being good at all. I take comfort in knowing that Jesus Christ died for this very reason. We aren’t good, we are all bad and it is through the blood of Jesus Christ that we will truly be made clean. I no longer think man can redeem themselves at all. The darkness chocking this earth is too great and instead of fighting it, many have just surrendered to it. Allowing themselves to become part of the darkness, part of the sin. They revel in its power and enjoy condemning others while not even looking at themselves in the mirror. None of us are good and we are all hypocrites but there is a difference between having pleasure in your sin and having remorse. I will not call on Christians or anyone else out because in the end we are each responsible for our own journey and what we did on this earth with our time. I do pray that this Sabbath many take time to be in the Presence of God. Not dwelling on others but asking God to change the sinfulness we carry. Instead of being the ugliest parts of the human race we become the beautiful things God created. Ask God to fill your heart with His love, His Holy Spirit and that He may guide you to be the light for His Glory not your own glory but His. I really hope everyone has a beautiful blessed weekend. May you all find peace in the chaos of this world. As always be the change you want to see in the world. Don’t be like everyone else, learn to be the light God made you to be, and shine in the darkness. ~Emma~

To everyone

I am extremely blessed. I am thankful for the struggles that shape me each and every single day. More than anything I thank God for giving me the strength to keep going for without Him I would be nothing. Don’t give up keep fighting. Everyone is facing something so always smile and remember you aren’t alone. Kindness goes very far to someone who is having a really bad day. Make a difference, be the change you want to see. Have a beautiful night/day. ~Emma~

To future me….

Write a letter to your 100-year-old self.

Dear 100 year old me, congratulations on making it to 100. I didn’t think you would make it that far but cheers anyway. I hope you have found a man that loved you and showed you what it’s like to have someone completely support you and love you regardless of your chaos. I hope it was a long happy and fulfilled life. I hope you have built many beautiful wonderful relationships through out your long years. More importantly I hope you have continued to build the relationship between you and God. I can’t even imagine what the future holds for me but I am hopeful it will be a long beautiful one. I hope you have always celebrated each victory like it was your greatest and each day like it was your last. Like I set out to do many years ago I do hope you have made a change in the world. Or even one person’s life for the better. Always leaving the world a better place for someone else. You probably won’t remember this letter when you are 100 but if you do remember even if none of that happens you are still needed in life for whatever God has in stored for you. Don’t let anyone ever try to tell you different or make you stop believing in yourself. Always ~Emma~

Today and everyday

What is the last thing you learned?

You might feel alone but God is always with you.

Small blessings

Hope everyone has a beautiful weekend. Don’t forget the only one stopping you from having a blessed weekend is you. Even small victories and small blessings are to be celebrated.

Have a blessed day

The moment you realize you don’t need a person to make you happy. You are happy being alive and filled with God’s love making you feel complete. Have a beautiful day filled with love. ❤️ ~Emma~ 🌹

Walk on sunshine

Today is going to be a good day. I refuse to allow anything to bring my mood down. Instead I will be walking on sunshine. Does that mean everything will go right? Does that mean it will be an easy day? No but I am choosing that regardless of the day I will still have a good day. I will not allow anything to bring me down. I hope today you have a beautiful day filled with love and lots of blessings. ~Emma~

Embrace the Chaos

When the world is mean and makes you full of sadness, remember how special you are to God. He will never leave your side, He will always love you. He will always accept your kind of crazy because He knows you are enough being you. Embrace the chaos that is you, because it’s beautiful when it is you. Don’t let anyone take that from you. ~Emma~