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Faithfully

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Faithfully- Journey

Highway run into the midnight sun

Wheels go ’round and ’round, you’re on my mind

Restless hearts, sleep alone tonight

Sendin’ all my love along the wire

They say that the road ain’t no place to start a family

Right down the line, it’s been you and me

And lovin’ a music man ain’t always what it’s supposed to be

Oh, girl, you stand by me

I’m forever yours

Faithfully

Circus life under the big-top world

We all need the clowns to make us smile

Through space and time, always another show

Wonderin’ where I am lost without you

And being apart ain’t easy on this love affair

Two strangers learn to fall in love again

I get the joy of rediscovering you

Oh, girl, you stand by me

I’m forever yours

Faithfully

Whoa-oh, oh-oh

Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh

Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Faithfully

I’m still yours

I’m forever yours

Forever yours

Faithfully

Sweet friend: Poem

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Dear sweet friend

I am writing to say good bye to the ways things have been. I tried to insert myself in your life. Not realizing you never needed me by your side. I know I exhaust the ones whom I love. I never meant to do that to you but here we are. I write this with a pain my heart. But I truly know this is for the best. Our lives passed through one moment and the moment is gone. So I will say my farewells and wish you off. Life is filled with people we love. But the most important lesson is learning to let go of those who don’t want. Want to be there or want to love you the way you are. It’s a lesson I learn each and every time I fell in love. It’s not you darling but me who is broken inside. Wishing you well with your life with some one else. No hard feelings just wishing you luck. Don’t worry darling a fool I am not, not anymore I am not. Sorry it’s taken so long to figure out how wrong I was but better late then never learning at all. Good bye in to the night I go wishing that you are filled with love. Sunshine and rainbows may they always be bright. Even if you never read this I will be alright. Can’t make some one love you and want to be in your life. Letting go is something that must be done even on this night. ~Emma~

Small blessings

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Hope everyone has a beautiful weekend. Don’t forget the only one stopping you from having a blessed weekend is you. Even small victories and small blessings are to be celebrated.

One day at a time

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What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.

Why are you still single, have never been married or had kids? You are too pretty to not be married. Explanation: I became extremely sick around the age of 21. Spent the next 10-15 years fighting a severe depression. Constantly being hospitalized, under lots of medication, and getting treatment with ECT. So yeah I didn’t have time to get married, have kids or enjoy life during the hell I was going through.

Letting go

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Describe the last difficult “goodbye” you said.

It was to a friend or someone I thought was a friend. I was there for this person but they turned on me. I tried to save the friendship but it was beyond saving. Because in the end I learned the only one that truly cared about our friendship was me. It was extremely painful and hard to just let go. To think that you gave your all and that person turned so quickly on you made me feel like crap.

Quote for today

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Don’t get too attached to people because in the end everyone leaves. -unknown-

You can’t hide ugly

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Always surprised how people act when speaking of my own mental illness. It’s like mentioning you have the plague. It truly shows their true character that they try to hide behind fake smiles. ~Emma~

Have a blessed day

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Moody

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I have been going through a really moody time at the moment hence why I am trying to minimize the damage. I tend to become very nasty and unfiltered when I am in this mood. Not that people don’t deserve to hear it. But unfortunately being this on a down is never a good thing. I shall keep you posted. I want to be positive but at this moment I am not. So I won’t pretend to be. ~Emma~