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How have you adapted to the changes brought on by the Covid-19 pandemic?

I started paying attention to politics right before Trump got elected. But after COVID the tyranny I saw happening during that time by some of our politicians really changed the way I view freedom. God gave me my rights not the government. Politicians have the power We the People give them, it’s time for We the People need to take the power back. Because it’s clear the government can’t help us. It must be our responsibility as Americans fight for our freedom and our rights. I also learned during the COVID thing is life is short and we must embrace the beauty of life before it’s gone. Be the change you want to see in the world.

Mental health

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Honestly I am so sick of this attack on anyone that calls out mental illness. I refuse to be silent and I refuse to allow others to tell me what they think I should say. I have suffered for many years with mental illness. It’s not my fault y’all want to continue allowing ppl to step on you because you refuse to call it out for what it is. A turd is still a turd no matter how pretty you dress it up. You talk about compassion, you speak about being kind well allowing a mentally ill person to not get help for their delusion isn’t compassionate at all. You are part of the problem you are the reason many won’t seek the help they need. Afraid you might offend someone at least be honest with yourself. This isn’t about helping it’s about being afraid of what others will label you. Well I tell you as I sit here writing this you can call me whatever you like. I refuse to allow anyone to put me in a box or label on me. I am not afraid because God has my back. The fact that y’all can’t even call a mental illness for what is it makes me know for a fact y’all are on the wrong side of history. There is nothing wrong with being sick it’s about getting help and finding ways to deal with life in a healthy way. If you can’t speak that truth you are completely in the darkness and there is no helping you. Not because you can’t get help but because you have chosen to stay in the darkness. ~Emma~

Silence

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It’s always annoying when you can’t speak your mind without being attacked. People say they want truth. People say they want honesty. But the truth is people don’t want the truth they want lies that make them feel better. But hey I am the crazy one so don’t listen to anything I say because again I am the crazy one. ~Emma~

Posted a new video on YouTube

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So I posted a video on YouTube and I want to make sure that I am extremely clear. This isn’t about hate this isn’t about anything other than mental health issues. I hope everyone seeks help. I am just highlighting the fact that changing the definition or changing the meaning doesn’t change the outcome. It doesn’t help to continue perpetrating your own narrative to fit in your box. People need to know to get help for any mental disorder. By changing reality you are not helping the situation, you are making it worse. Please I ask on behalf of the mental health community that we all stop allowing for this narrative to continue. It will only harm the community it keeps “saying” it is trying to save.

Thoughts at 2am

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We are reminded once in a while to take a step back and remember no matter how bad things are for us they could always be worse. We think we suffer but true suffering like being tortured, beaten or even starving exists while we complain about little things that annoy us. In the end we should always be grateful for what we have, not what we don’t. Does it minimize our own pain I don’t believe so. I think by saying life is short just enjoy it, does belittle your own pain. But there is a grain of truth in the statement. Life is short and we don’t get much time here why spend it on things that cannot be changed. I do love with all that I am but sometimes some people and somethings are not worth the pain or even the time to care. Let it go it’s not worth chasing something not worth your time. Don’t waste time on things or people that aren’t worthy of being with you. Let it go. ~Emma~

Random thoughts: Freedom

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One of the most profound moments in life is finding freedom. Freedom from people that don’t care about you. Freedom from situations you stop caring about. Freedom from the chains of obligations you have put on yourself to people that truly only care about themselves. Freedom to create a brighter future for yourself. Freedom to know your worth and no longer give a fk what others think. That is the most profound freedom one can find. ~Emma~

So over

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Have you ever reached the point where you no longer cared? Not about life but about the ppl that constantly say they care but seem to disappear. It’s like they vanish right before your eyes. I am just so over all this BS! I no longer can tolerate it. ~Emma~

I don’t know why by Imagine Dragons

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We could be strangers in the night

We could be passing in the shadows

We couldn’t be closer if we tried

When we’re caught in the headlights

We could be faces in the crowd

We could be passing in the shadows

Upping the risk of being found

When we’re caught in the headlights

Dangerous

Your love is always dangerous

And now I’m lost in us

We’re livin’ in a lying trust

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

I was a faking alibi

Trading the truth in for a lie, oh

We were the essence of desire

And we’re caught in the headlights

Dangerous

Your love is always dangerous

And now I’m lost in us

We’re livin’ in a lying trust

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

That you love me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me (dangerous)

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me (your love is always dangerous)

Tell me that you love me

I don’t know why

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (do with, do with, do with)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

Mood right now: Follow you by Imagine Dragons

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You know I got your number, number all night

I’m always on your team, I got your back, alright

Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right

I wanna put you into the spotlight

If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back

Heart attacks every night

Oh, you know it’s not right

I will follow you way down wherever you may go

I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low

I’ll always be around wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

Call you up, you’ve been crying, crying all night

You’re only disappointed in yourself, alright

Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right

I wanna take you into the sunlight

If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back

Heart attacks every night

Oh, you know it’s not right

I will follow you way down wherever you may go

I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low

I’ll always be around wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da

La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

You’re not the type to give yourself enough love

She live her life, hand in a tight glove

I wish that I could fix it, I could fix it for you

But instead I’ll be right here comin’ through

(Right here coming through)

I will follow you way down wherever you may go (I’ll follow you)

I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low

I’ll always be around wherever life takes you (I’ll follow you)

You know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da

La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you