Don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t do it. Take that as the motivation that you need to change your direction. Remember the greatest fight isn’t with others but yourself. Prove them all wrong! Don’t ever give up keep going. Keep believing in yourself.
Tag: mental illness
Mood right now: Follow you by Imagine Dragons
You know I got your number, number all night
I’m always on your team, I got your back, alright
Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right
I wanna put you into the spotlight
If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back
Heart attacks every night
Oh, you know it’s not right
I will follow you way down wherever you may go
I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low
I’ll always be around wherever life takes you
You know I’ll follow you
Call you up, you’ve been crying, crying all night
You’re only disappointed in yourself, alright
Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right
I wanna take you into the sunlight
If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back
Heart attacks every night
Oh, you know it’s not right
I will follow you way down wherever you may go
I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low
I’ll always be around wherever life takes you
You know I’ll follow you
La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da
La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you
La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you
You know I’ll follow you
You’re not the type to give yourself enough love
She live her life, hand in a tight glove
I wish that I could fix it, I could fix it for you
But instead I’ll be right here comin’ through
(Right here coming through)
I will follow you way down wherever you may go (I’ll follow you)
I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low
I’ll always be around wherever life takes you (I’ll follow you)
You know I’ll follow you
La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da
La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you
La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you
You know I’ll follow you
Faithfully
Faithfully- Journey
Highway run into the midnight sun
Wheels go ’round and ’round, you’re on my mind
Restless hearts, sleep alone tonight
Sendin’ all my love along the wire
They say that the road ain’t no place to start a family
Right down the line, it’s been you and me
And lovin’ a music man ain’t always what it’s supposed to be
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I’m forever yours
Faithfully
Circus life under the big-top world
We all need the clowns to make us smile
Through space and time, always another show
Wonderin’ where I am lost without you
And being apart ain’t easy on this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy of rediscovering you
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I’m forever yours
Faithfully
Whoa-oh, oh-oh
Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh
Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Faithfully
I’m still yours
I’m forever yours
Forever yours
Faithfully
To future me….
Write a letter to your 100-year-old self.
Dear 100 year old me, congratulations on making it to 100. I didn’t think you would make it that far but cheers anyway. I hope you have found a man that loved you and showed you what it’s like to have someone completely support you and love you regardless of your chaos. I hope it was a long happy and fulfilled life. I hope you have built many beautiful wonderful relationships through out your long years. More importantly I hope you have continued to build the relationship between you and God. I can’t even imagine what the future holds for me but I am hopeful it will be a long beautiful one. I hope you have always celebrated each victory like it was your greatest and each day like it was your last. Like I set out to do many years ago I do hope you have made a change in the world. Or even one person’s life for the better. Always leaving the world a better place for someone else. You probably won’t remember this letter when you are 100 but if you do remember even if none of that happens you are still needed in life for whatever God has in stored for you. Don’t let anyone ever try to tell you different or make you stop believing in yourself. Always ~Emma~
Sweet friend: Poem
Dear sweet friend
I am writing to say good bye to the ways things have been. I tried to insert myself in your life. Not realizing you never needed me by your side. I know I exhaust the ones whom I love. I never meant to do that to you but here we are. I write this with a pain my heart. But I truly know this is for the best. Our lives passed through one moment and the moment is gone. So I will say my farewells and wish you off. Life is filled with people we love. But the most important lesson is learning to let go of those who don’t want. Want to be there or want to love you the way you are. It’s a lesson I learn each and every time I fell in love. It’s not you darling but me who is broken inside. Wishing you well with your life with some one else. No hard feelings just wishing you luck. Don’t worry darling a fool I am not, not anymore I am not. Sorry it’s taken so long to figure out how wrong I was but better late then never learning at all. Good bye in to the night I go wishing that you are filled with love. Sunshine and rainbows may they always be bright. Even if you never read this I will be alright. Can’t make some one love you and want to be in your life. Letting go is something that must be done even on this night. ~Emma~
Today and everyday
What is the last thing you learned?
You might feel alone but God is always with you.
One day at a time
What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.
Why are you still single, have never been married or had kids? You are too pretty to not be married. Explanation: I became extremely sick around the age of 21. Spent the next 10-15 years fighting a severe depression. Constantly being hospitalized, under lots of medication, and getting treatment with ECT. So yeah I didn’t have time to get married, have kids or enjoy life during the hell I was going through.
Embrace your chaos
My start
You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?
In the chaos of her mind, Emma always found peace in the quiet silence of prayer.
Letting go
Describe the last difficult “goodbye” you said.
It was to a friend or someone I thought was a friend. I was there for this person but they turned on me. I tried to save the friendship but it was beyond saving. Because in the end I learned the only one that truly cared about our friendship was me. It was extremely painful and hard to just let go. To think that you gave your all and that person turned so quickly on you made me feel like crap.
Emma the Mizfit 