What podcasts are you listening to?
Listen to Louder with Crowder, sometimes Rogan, some of my fellow YouTubers, Tim Pool, PBD, and a few others.
Tag: men
Twisted Hearts: written by Emmanuelle-Rose Grace
Days
Weeks
Months
Years
Still you managed to make me smile today
It’s been over a year
My thoughts go back in time
To a time we would just laugh
Endless chatters
Sharing secrets
Careless whispers in the night
Song lists from the heart
Music that made us feel connected
Nights falling asleep sounds in our ears
Words that made us express our deepest desires
Though the puzzle never fit
We tried to find ways
Life decided for us
You were right coffee, no one is to blame
Life is to blame
Set time for yourself
How do you manage screen time for yourself?
I have my phone set to go off after 10pm each night. On the iPhone you can set that for yourself. I am trying to spend less time on the phone and game. I spend a lot of time on X, TikTok, YouTube, Rumble, Discord, Reddit, and not to mention all the games I play. It helps me to try and distance myself from the phone and everything else. It’s extremely important for me to spend the time either reading, talking to God or even just listening to music. Keeping myself out of all the noise of the world. We become so overwhelmed with information that we never take time to just spend time away from everything going on. It’s important for me to spend time away from the noise of the news and everything for my own sanity. Spending time with my own thoughts makes it easier for me find time to breathe and clear my mind not focus on anything outside of my control instead focus on what I can control, myself.
Time
Do you need time?
Everyone needs time. Time to heal, time to think, time to relax, time to pray, time to be alone, time to be around people you love. It’s like each season, as the summer finishes the autumn breeze sets in, after the autumn breeze has settled, the chill of the winter sneaks in. Time is the only thing that is constant in this world. I also believe that time is only on the planet earth. As a believer in God. God does not exist in time nor does anything else around him. Only the humans trapped in this world experience time. It’s how we keep a hold of when and how we began or when it will all end. But it’s pretty clear in the writing of the Bible God does not exist in time. So I am confident in saying that I don’t believe anything outside our world is based on time. Science can try to calculate, they can try to figure out but the truth is no one will know till our time has ended. So that is pretty much my own thinking of time.
Three years
What will your life be like in three years?
To be honest I have no clue. I can hope for certain things in life. But the truth of the matter is we plan our future but life happens. So I will keep planning for my future but will any of my goals happen I don’t know. Because I can only my control each day and none of us our promised tomorrow. The world seems really dark and I prefer to try to keep seeing the light. So what will my life be like in 3 years only God knows I just hope I will be happy and still grateful for each moment I am alive.
What everyone should know
What’s something you believe everyone should know.
Everyone should know that everything you wish for, you probably won’t get. Everything you work hard for, you probably will never have. Everything you sacrificed for, probably won’t bring you happiness. Everything you lost in the process is going to make you stronger. Every time you fail, you will be more determined to succeed. Every single time you fall, you will get back up. Because life isn’t easy so keep going no matter how difficult. In the end only the strong survive the journey.
Child like views
What does it mean to be a kid at heart?
To view the world in a way a child would. Maybe a little bit naive, maybe a little bit more of a delusional happier way of seeing the world view. That doesn’t mean not seeing the darkness or evil in the world. But also keeping hope that things will change in a more positive direction or eventually workout to a better place than before. Yesterday I was asked if I was granted 3 wishes, I think having said the 3 things I would wish for are very childlike at heart. It probably makes me more naive than others but I have seen enough darkness in my own life that I would rather try to see some beauty or see the world the way a child does which is with endless possibilities.
3 Wishes
You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for?
World peace, for Jesus Christ to come already, and last but not least that everyone gets to make it to heaven. I know to some that might sound silly but there is reason to my madness. One money will not matter if we are always in wars and fighting each other. Eventually we all be poor trying to survive in a world filled with hate. I want Jesus Christ to come back because He promised He would. I don’t see a positive future much longer. I would like Him to come soon. Last but not least I would like everyone to make to heaven. I know it’s possible technically, but I also know it is written in the Word of God that one must believe in God and accept Jesus Christ. I do hope everyone takes that chance. It might sound ridiculous and extremely naive but I would rather see the ugliness in the world with sunshine and lots of rainbows. For after every storm there is always a rainbow even if you can’t see it.
It’s hard
What do you do when you are searching for yourself? Trying to become the best version of yourself. Meanwhile trying to find who that person truly is. I became lost long ago. Years went by and now finally I am becoming a better version of myself. Disciplining myself, finding ways to become more independent and more confident in everything I do. For so long, I realized I could not truly be in a relationship as an adult, because I still acted like a child. It’s only through the last few years and especially the last few months that I realize that in order to become a better version of myself, I needed to set goals. I needed to discipline myself. I needed to learn or should I say relearn better coping skills, how to be able to communicate properly with others and not try to fall into old patterns. Patterns that were not healthy but instead create new healthier habits. Create healthier coping skills. Learning to communicate my own feelings, my own thoughts, without getting angry or hurt. While also taking into consideration that not everything will go my way. There are just some things that I just need to let go and learn to accept them as nothing more than fleeting memories, fleeting moments, with fleeting people. Friendships live and friendships die. Time will tell but in the end it is I that will be stronger. Which makes all the pain worth all the lessons I needed to learn to grow. It’s hard I won’t pretend it will be easy. Nothing worth having is ever easy.
Walking
What is your favorite form of physical exercise?
I love speed walking while listening to jams. It’s probably my favorite because you are outside in the outdoors, listening to music and just not thinking of anything but being inside the moment. Not to mention when you are outside you just feel good especially in the fall and spring, I even love the winter season. But that’s just me maybe not for everyone else.
Emma the Mizfit 