Tag: loveletters

Life is but a dream

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Ever wonder why we all feel the chaos is beyond us? I have and for a long time I questioned why.

The helpless feeling of not being able to even change one thing annoyed me. But I soon realized I could change something, I could change myself.

It was all about changing my mindset. I prayed over and over and soon found what I was looking for. The answer to my question I can’t change the chaos around me or even the world. But I could change myself and how reacted to it.

As each day goes by I get stronger and wiser learning that many things are out of my control. But learning to let things go and keep myself in control is something I must never stop doing. Self control is something you must practice till it becomes second nature.

God gave me the insight to follow Him even through the storm. Never to let go of His Hand instead to allow Him to lead me through the darkness.

I have chosen to follow Him. I hope today you all have a wonderful day. ~Emma~

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Wondering how long you have waited for me. I know you look for me. I know you refuse to let me know that you’re watching me. You watch my every move wondering what I will do next. You can’t help it, it consumes you. You want to walk away and never look back but you can’t. Don’t worry darling your secret is safe with me.

To the One with No Name

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I don’t think about you anymore. I know it’s hard for you to comprehend. I no longer care to have the same worthless conversations about my flaws and shortcomings. I am not perfect never pretended to be anything other than myself.

You are the one that pretended to be someone you aren’t. So I go to bed with my conscience completely clear. I don’t pretend to be something I am not.

I am a difficult person to love and even more difficult to understand. I am fiercely loyal and willing to move mountains for those whom I love. I am upfront and don’t lie about my feelings. I am not fake and will never try to fit into a role because someone else thinks I should. I have my own personal opinions about politics. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour, I will never apologize for that.

I am completely confident in myself. I know I am constantly growing and learning from my mistakes and experiences in life. I can’t apologize for the past because it doesn’t exist for me. I know you can’t understand that and I won’t try to explain it.

I used to think maybe one day you would realize that. That I would always be there for you even in the darkest times of life. But I have mourned our relationship and have buried it.

Just as the dead cannot speak, we move on. The future is before us, will our paths cross again maybe, maybe not. Either way I hold no grudges towards you. You are in very long list of memories or times I no longer visit. Tucked away like a bookmark in a page of a book I will never read again. Always~Emma~

Who Am I to Stand in Your Way

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Song by: Chester See

Forgive me

I may have said things

That aren’t exactly

The way that I feel

I told you I’d be strong

I said that I’d moved on

But it doesn’t take long

To realize

That I’m not over you

But if there is somebody that makes you feel happy

Tends to your heart in the ways I’d been lacking

Then who am I who am I to stand in your way…

To stand in your way…

To stand in your way…

I won’t stand in your way…

I know it sounds crazy

But I need you to trust me

If it’s how it must be

Then I’ll fade away

When it finally feels true

Then do what you have to

‘Cause I’ll never blame you

For not choosing me

But I’m not over you

But If there is somebody that makes you feel happy

Tends to your heart in the ways I’d been lacking

Then who am I who am I to stand in your way

That I feel is no longer your burden

If there is someone that can make you feel perfect

Then who am I who am I to stand in your way…

To stand in your way…

To stand in your way…

I won’t stand in your way…

Down the road someone will ask me if I know you

I’ll pause for a moment I’ll smile and say that I used… to

If there is somebody that makes you feel happy

Tends to your heart in the ways I’d been lacking

Then who am I who am I to stand in your way

That I feel is no longer your burden

If there is someone that can make you feel perfect

Then who am I who am I to stand in your way…

To stand in your way…

To stand in your way…

I won’t stand in your way…

I won’t stand in your way

I won’t stand in your way

Don’t be afraid

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Even if you express your affection to someone and they reject it. Don’t give up, someone else will accept you. So never be afraid of telling someone you like them. It makes you courageous and teaches you accept rejection with grace. Learning and growing is a part of the human experience. We must all learn and grow if not we will never be the best version of ourselves. So never stop growing, never stop learning and even in the face of rejection remember you are stronger today than you were yesterday. Everything happens for a reason, so embrace your chaos. Courage is not found in hiding who you are. Courage is found being confident in who you have become. Grow, learn and be the best version of yourself. Have a beautiful blessed day. ~Emma~

To everyone

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I am extremely blessed. I am thankful for the struggles that shape me each and every single day. More than anything I thank God for giving me the strength to keep going for without Him I would be nothing. Don’t give up keep fighting. Everyone is facing something so always smile and remember you aren’t alone. Kindness goes very far to someone who is having a really bad day. Make a difference, be the change you want to see. Have a beautiful night/day. ~Emma~

One word

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What is one word that describes you?

Romantic

Thoughts at 2am

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We are reminded once in a while to take a step back and remember no matter how bad things are for us they could always be worse. We think we suffer but true suffering like being tortured, beaten or even starving exists while we complain about little things that annoy us. In the end we should always be grateful for what we have, not what we don’t. Does it minimize our own pain I don’t believe so. I think by saying life is short just enjoy it, does belittle your own pain. But there is a grain of truth in the statement. Life is short and we don’t get much time here why spend it on things that cannot be changed. I do love with all that I am but sometimes some people and somethings are not worth the pain or even the time to care. Let it go it’s not worth chasing something not worth your time. Don’t waste time on things or people that aren’t worthy of being with you. Let it go. ~Emma~

I don’t know why by Imagine Dragons

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We could be strangers in the night

We could be passing in the shadows

We couldn’t be closer if we tried

When we’re caught in the headlights

We could be faces in the crowd

We could be passing in the shadows

Upping the risk of being found

When we’re caught in the headlights

Dangerous

Your love is always dangerous

And now I’m lost in us

We’re livin’ in a lying trust

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

I was a faking alibi

Trading the truth in for a lie, oh

We were the essence of desire

And we’re caught in the headlights

Dangerous

Your love is always dangerous

And now I’m lost in us

We’re livin’ in a lying trust

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

That you love me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me (dangerous)

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you love me (your love is always dangerous)

Tell me that you love me

I don’t know why

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (do with, do with, do with)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)

To do with you (I don’t know why)

I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you

To do with you

Mood right now: Follow you by Imagine Dragons

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You know I got your number, number all night

I’m always on your team, I got your back, alright

Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right

I wanna put you into the spotlight

If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back

Heart attacks every night

Oh, you know it’s not right

I will follow you way down wherever you may go

I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low

I’ll always be around wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

Call you up, you’ve been crying, crying all night

You’re only disappointed in yourself, alright

Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right

I wanna take you into the sunlight

If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back

Heart attacks every night

Oh, you know it’s not right

I will follow you way down wherever you may go

I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low

I’ll always be around wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da

La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you

You’re not the type to give yourself enough love

She live her life, hand in a tight glove

I wish that I could fix it, I could fix it for you

But instead I’ll be right here comin’ through

(Right here coming through)

I will follow you way down wherever you may go (I’ll follow you)

I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low

I’ll always be around wherever life takes you (I’ll follow you)

You know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da

La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you

La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you

You know I’ll follow you