Wondering how long you have waited for me. I know you look for me. I know you refuse to let me know that you’re watching me. You watch my every move wondering what I will do next. You can’t help it, it consumes you. You want to walk away and never look back but you can’t. Don’t worry darling your secret is safe with me.
Tag: loveletters
To the One with No Name
I don’t think about you anymore. I know it’s hard for you to comprehend. I no longer care to have the same worthless conversations about my flaws and shortcomings. I am not perfect never pretended to be anything other than myself.
You are the one that pretended to be someone you aren’t. So I go to bed with my conscience completely clear. I don’t pretend to be something I am not.
I am a difficult person to love and even more difficult to understand. I am fiercely loyal and willing to move mountains for those whom I love. I am upfront and don’t lie about my feelings. I am not fake and will never try to fit into a role because someone else thinks I should. I have my own personal opinions about politics. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour, I will never apologize for that.
I am completely confident in myself. I know I am constantly growing and learning from my mistakes and experiences in life. I can’t apologize for the past because it doesn’t exist for me. I know you can’t understand that and I won’t try to explain it.
I used to think maybe one day you would realize that. That I would always be there for you even in the darkest times of life. But I have mourned our relationship and have buried it.
Just as the dead cannot speak, we move on. The future is before us, will our paths cross again maybe, maybe not. Either way I hold no grudges towards you. You are in very long list of memories or times I no longer visit. Tucked away like a bookmark in a page of a book I will never read again. Always~Emma~
Who Am I to Stand in Your Way
Song by: Chester See
Forgive me
I may have said things
That aren’t exactly
The way that I feel
I told you I’d be strong
I said that I’d moved on
But it doesn’t take long
To realize
That I’m not over you
But if there is somebody that makes you feel happy
Tends to your heart in the ways I’d been lacking
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way…
To stand in your way…
To stand in your way…
I won’t stand in your way…
I know it sounds crazy
But I need you to trust me
If it’s how it must be
Then I’ll fade away
When it finally feels true
Then do what you have to
‘Cause I’ll never blame you
For not choosing me
But I’m not over you
But If there is somebody that makes you feel happy
Tends to your heart in the ways I’d been lacking
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way
That I feel is no longer your burden
If there is someone that can make you feel perfect
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way…
To stand in your way…
To stand in your way…
I won’t stand in your way…
Down the road someone will ask me if I know you
I’ll pause for a moment I’ll smile and say that I used… to
If there is somebody that makes you feel happy
Tends to your heart in the ways I’d been lacking
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way
That I feel is no longer your burden
If there is someone that can make you feel perfect
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way…
To stand in your way…
To stand in your way…
I won’t stand in your way…
I won’t stand in your way
I won’t stand in your way
Don’t be afraid
Even if you express your affection to someone and they reject it. Don’t give up, someone else will accept you. So never be afraid of telling someone you like them. It makes you courageous and teaches you accept rejection with grace. Learning and growing is a part of the human experience. We must all learn and grow if not we will never be the best version of ourselves. So never stop growing, never stop learning and even in the face of rejection remember you are stronger today than you were yesterday. Everything happens for a reason, so embrace your chaos. Courage is not found in hiding who you are. Courage is found being confident in who you have become. Grow, learn and be the best version of yourself. Have a beautiful blessed day. ~Emma~
To everyone
I am extremely blessed. I am thankful for the struggles that shape me each and every single day. More than anything I thank God for giving me the strength to keep going for without Him I would be nothing. Don’t give up keep fighting. Everyone is facing something so always smile and remember you aren’t alone. Kindness goes very far to someone who is having a really bad day. Make a difference, be the change you want to see. Have a beautiful night/day. ~Emma~
One word
What is one word that describes you?
Romantic
Thoughts at 2am
We are reminded once in a while to take a step back and remember no matter how bad things are for us they could always be worse. We think we suffer but true suffering like being tortured, beaten or even starving exists while we complain about little things that annoy us. In the end we should always be grateful for what we have, not what we don’t. Does it minimize our own pain I don’t believe so. I think by saying life is short just enjoy it, does belittle your own pain. But there is a grain of truth in the statement. Life is short and we don’t get much time here why spend it on things that cannot be changed. I do love with all that I am but sometimes some people and somethings are not worth the pain or even the time to care. Let it go it’s not worth chasing something not worth your time. Don’t waste time on things or people that aren’t worthy of being with you. Let it go. ~Emma~
I don’t know why by Imagine Dragons
We could be strangers in the night
We could be passing in the shadows
We couldn’t be closer if we tried
When we’re caught in the headlights
We could be faces in the crowd
We could be passing in the shadows
Upping the risk of being found
When we’re caught in the headlights
Dangerous
Your love is always dangerous
And now I’m lost in us
We’re livin’ in a lying trust
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you
To do with you
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you
To do with you
I was a faking alibi
Trading the truth in for a lie, oh
We were the essence of desire
And we’re caught in the headlights
Dangerous
Your love is always dangerous
And now I’m lost in us
We’re livin’ in a lying trust
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you
To do with you
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you
To do with you (I don’t know why)
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)
To do with you (I don’t know why)
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you
To do with you
That you love me
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you love me (dangerous)
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you love me (your love is always dangerous)
Tell me that you love me
I don’t know why
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)
To do with you (I don’t know why)
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (do with, do with, do with)
To do with you (I don’t know why)
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you (I don’t know)
To do with you (I don’t know why)
I don’t know why, but I guess it’s got something to do with you
To do with you
Mood right now: Follow you by Imagine Dragons
You know I got your number, number all night
I’m always on your team, I got your back, alright
Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right
I wanna put you into the spotlight
If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back
Heart attacks every night
Oh, you know it’s not right
I will follow you way down wherever you may go
I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low
I’ll always be around wherever life takes you
You know I’ll follow you
Call you up, you’ve been crying, crying all night
You’re only disappointed in yourself, alright
Taking those, taking those losses if it treats you right
I wanna take you into the sunlight
If the world would only know what you’ve been holding back
Heart attacks every night
Oh, you know it’s not right
I will follow you way down wherever you may go
I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low
I’ll always be around wherever life takes you
You know I’ll follow you
La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da
La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you
La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you
You know I’ll follow you
You’re not the type to give yourself enough love
She live her life, hand in a tight glove
I wish that I could fix it, I could fix it for you
But instead I’ll be right here comin’ through
(Right here coming through)
I will follow you way down wherever you may go (I’ll follow you)
I’ll follow you way down to your deepest low
I’ll always be around wherever life takes you (I’ll follow you)
You know I’ll follow you
La-da-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da-da
La-da-da-da-da-da, you know I’ll follow you
La-da-da-da-da-da, wherever life takes you
You know I’ll follow you
Sweet friend: Poem
Dear sweet friend
I am writing to say good bye to the ways things have been. I tried to insert myself in your life. Not realizing you never needed me by your side. I know I exhaust the ones whom I love. I never meant to do that to you but here we are. I write this with a pain my heart. But I truly know this is for the best. Our lives passed through one moment and the moment is gone. So I will say my farewells and wish you off. Life is filled with people we love. But the most important lesson is learning to let go of those who don’t want. Want to be there or want to love you the way you are. It’s a lesson I learn each and every time I fell in love. It’s not you darling but me who is broken inside. Wishing you well with your life with some one else. No hard feelings just wishing you luck. Don’t worry darling a fool I am not, not anymore I am not. Sorry it’s taken so long to figure out how wrong I was but better late then never learning at all. Good bye in to the night I go wishing that you are filled with love. Sunshine and rainbows may they always be bright. Even if you never read this I will be alright. Can’t make some one love you and want to be in your life. Letting go is something that must be done even on this night. ~Emma~
Emma the Mizfit 