To future me….

Write a letter to your 100-year-old self.

Dear 100 year old me, congratulations on making it to 100. I didn’t think you would make it that far but cheers anyway. I hope you have found a man that loved you and showed you what it’s like to have someone completely support you and love you regardless of your chaos. I hope it was a long happy and fulfilled life. I hope you have built many beautiful wonderful relationships through out your long years. More importantly I hope you have continued to build the relationship between you and God. I can’t even imagine what the future holds for me but I am hopeful it will be a long beautiful one. I hope you have always celebrated each victory like it was your greatest and each day like it was your last. Like I set out to do many years ago I do hope you have made a change in the world. Or even one person’s life for the better. Always leaving the world a better place for someone else. You probably won’t remember this letter when you are 100 but if you do remember even if none of that happens you are still needed in life for whatever God has in stored for you. Don’t let anyone ever try to tell you different or make you stop believing in yourself. Always ~Emma~

Sweet friend: Poem

Dear sweet friend

I am writing to say good bye to the ways things have been. I tried to insert myself in your life. Not realizing you never needed me by your side. I know I exhaust the ones whom I love. I never meant to do that to you but here we are. I write this with a pain my heart. But I truly know this is for the best. Our lives passed through one moment and the moment is gone. So I will say my farewells and wish you off. Life is filled with people we love. But the most important lesson is learning to let go of those who don’t want. Want to be there or want to love you the way you are. It’s a lesson I learn each and every time I fell in love. It’s not you darling but me who is broken inside. Wishing you well with your life with some one else. No hard feelings just wishing you luck. Don’t worry darling a fool I am not, not anymore I am not. Sorry it’s taken so long to figure out how wrong I was but better late then never learning at all. Good bye in to the night I go wishing that you are filled with love. Sunshine and rainbows may they always be bright. Even if you never read this I will be alright. Can’t make some one love you and want to be in your life. Letting go is something that must be done even on this night. ~Emma~

Today and everyday

What is the last thing you learned?

You might feel alone but God is always with you.

Small blessings

Hope everyone has a beautiful weekend. Don’t forget the only one stopping you from having a blessed weekend is you. Even small victories and small blessings are to be celebrated.

My start

You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?

In the chaos of her mind, Emma always found peace in the quiet silence of prayer.

You can’t hide ugly

Always surprised how people act when speaking of my own mental illness. It’s like mentioning you have the plague. It truly shows their true character that they try to hide behind fake smiles. ~Emma~

Have a blessed day

Have a blessed day

The moment you realize you don’t need a person to make you happy. You are happy being alive and filled with God’s love making you feel complete. Have a beautiful day filled with love. ❤️ ~Emma~ 🌹

Quote:

“You knew what you were doing and you know it would hurt me but somehow that still didn’t stop you.”

Walk on sunshine

Today is going to be a good day. I refuse to allow anything to bring my mood down. Instead I will be walking on sunshine. Does that mean everything will go right? Does that mean it will be an easy day? No but I am choosing that regardless of the day I will still have a good day. I will not allow anything to bring me down. I hope today you have a beautiful day filled with love and lots of blessings. ~Emma~