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CLOSE: written by Emmanuelle -Rose Grace

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He touches my hand

I feel nervous at his side

I can feel the chemistry course through my veins inside

It’s almost like an electric current

I look into his eyes but turn away

He pulls at my face leaning in

Utters words I want to hear him say

“Don’t be afraid darling I won’t hurt you.”

Many have pretended to be there

His words feel like magic filling the air

The rain is all over us, the splat splat splat sounds makes me shiver

He pulls my close and tells me sweet words

“You are my flame together we will burn forever.”

I look into the distance and see the lights of the city

But as we walk together in the rain I feel my heart just patter

He grabs my hand and we run through the drops of water

Getting all wet seems so silly

But finally we reach his place

He covers me in blankets to make me feel safe

He leans down grabs my face

As his lips touch over my cheek

I start to feel warm inside

And he pulls up my face looking into my eyes

Green on blue he kisses me taking me deep inside

Oh how I love being with him this way

Our lips touching feeling each other out

Feeling his tongue slide over my neck

Makes me buzzed on a high

Damn what is it about him that makes me feel so alive

~Emma~

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Feelings ?!?

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What do you say to a person that is your friend that you may have feelings for them? You don’t want to ruin what you have but you can feel all these things you never knew you felt. Stupid I know, that’s what I keep saying. Don’t fall into old patterns. And it’s stupid because he is not like any other person I have ever met. Is it stupid? Am I crazy? To feel like I genuinely like them. I don’t know maybe I am stupid and completely reckless with my heart. But it’s like when we speak, even speaking of him being with another person, my heart feels something. It’s dumb I know. I just don’t know anymore. He makes me question everything. He makes me feel like I can achieve my goals. I can find my own happiness and it just feels like he takes joy in me becoming a better person. I know I shouldn’t even entertain the ideas, if I do it will just mess up our friendship. I love our friendship I don’t want to ruin that I want to be honest and just love him. Maybe just being his friend is enough love and not expecting anything back. I am stupid I know but I do know I don’t want us to not be friends. He is extremely important to me and I can’t lose him. Not over emotions that I am sure he doesn’t have. So I will stay positive and allow time to do it’s thing. Just working on myself. Yes I am sharing my own personal crazy thoughts. I hope the new day brings you much love and a beautiful day. Remember be the reason smiles today. ~Emma~

Words to live by

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I was going to write my blog today but decided to make a video about it. So stay tuned.

Pretending to be okay

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Even when people think you are the happiest doesn’t hide the tears in your heart. Even with all the smiles we try to pretend everything is okay, even if we feel like we can’t go on. They say time heals all wounds but it’s hard to believe when your chest is bleeding on the floor. It’s hard to truly believe anyone will ever be by your side, when you look and don’t see a soul around you. I know how hard it is to stay positive and on my down days that is how I feel. That is how I feel at this moment. Completely and utterly useless, it’s hard to pretend to be fine when you feel that way. It’s hard to talk, it’s hard to think, it’s hard to explain, it’s hard to exist. But we cannot give up because the enemy wins. At the end of the day, we need to keep fighting to stay calm and in the light. It is through the light we find a little bit of peace. ~Emma~

Just enjoying the moment

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There aren’t many movies that just bring joy when I get into a bad mood. There are some movies that I have depending on the mood, that just brighten my day. One of those movies that does make me happy just watching it every single time is Grease. The music, the singing, the dancing and just the story as silly as the movie might be, it is so much fun to watch. I know in today’s standards with all the “problematic” things some people will easily point out. But for me every single time I watch it, it just brings a huge smile to my face. That is what the movies are supposed to do. Take you out of your mind for a moment and enjoy something that might be silly but is absolutely beautiful to watch. ~Emma~

Words to live by

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Some people will always be weak and cowards. Stay away from those kind of people. They only cause pain and heartache. They will never think of anyone first but themselves. So save your self the trouble and never allow those people back in after they have left. They aren’t worth your time.