I pray to the Almighty that He may look over this nation. May He look over all those that come across this post. May He watch over them and draw them closer to Him. Thank you for never leaving my side. Thank you for guiding me in the darkness. Thank you for allowing me to wake up this morning, for my food and everything you bestow on me. For all good times gongs come from you I would be nothing without you. May this night bring peace to all that seek it from You. May their prayers be answered according to Your Will. Let me be able to rest for I am not feeling well. Let Your Almighty hand heal me from whatever this may be but only if it is Your Will. I put myself at Your feet and Your Mercy. I ask all this not by merits or anything I can do but in the Name of Jesus Christ my Lord and Saviour. Amen. đđŒ
Tag: keep fighting
Thatâs why
Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?
Iâm at the age where I realize I am grateful for the life I have lived. It wasnât what I set out in my life. Many things happened that took me off the path I wanted to be on. But ultimately it was God that made this path I walk on. For His Will and His Purpose I walk it willingly. I donât know why but His Purpose is what I live for. So no there is no age or year of my life I would re-live.
Everything happens for a reason learning to accept that is hard. But knowing the path you walk is with God makes it much easier to walk.
May this reach you
Life Update and Advice
Life is good I am extremely blessed. Grateful that God gives me the strength I need to keep going.
I have disconnected from many in my past and let them go. No hard feelings simply moving on.
Sometimes we forget not everyone is meant to be in our life. They are just tiny lines or a chapter in our book of life. But they arenât meant to play big roles.
Once you have learned this life lesson it becomes so easy to simply let them go. Donât ever ask anyone to stay that has chosen to leave your life. Take them as side characters or NPCs in your story.
They have a role to play but thatâs it nothing more. So be grateful for the life you have and the lessons you learn.
God is good all the time. Have a blessed week. ~Emma~
Birthday
My birthday was the other day and it got me thinking. I am incredibly grateful for each and every single day I wake up. I know everyone doesnât get to do the things that they have or that I have. I know some people donât have the people that they have in their lives and I am extremely lucky to still have my parents and my family involved in my life.
I think after a certain age, you stop actually counting as you go up, but you are incredibly more blessed and thankful. You concentrate more on the things that you do have and not the things that you donât have.
You think of all the ways that you have survived, the battles that you fought and still walked away. With scars and sweat and blood dripping down, it made no difference because you still walked away stronger.
Life is too short to be anything but happy and filled with gratitude. Just because you donât think God exists or is working in your life doesnât mean that he isnât. God is always working in your life. God is always blessing you sometimes itâs just not the way that you expect things to be. So as I go to another year, hopefully with Godâs blessing. I hope Iâm able to do all the things that I wanna do and all the things he wants me to do. I want to show him as my greatest joy in my life because God has always and will always be my greatest love
I canât do anything if God doesnât give me the strength the will and the power to do it. I owe all of the blessings I have to my Lord and Savior. So as I reflect on the year that has passed and the year thatâs coming I hope and pray that this be the year that God grant me the one thing Iâm asking for. But either which way my life is in his hand and itâs all in his timing. ~~always, Emma~~
Summertime
My summer has been good extremely busy season. The dogs are roaring in and out so very busy time for me. Though it is a busy time I do get to enjoy the beauty of summer, then bbqs, the flies that are everywhere, the lantern flies that seem to grow bigger each year. The flowers, the birds, the ants that want invade Lunaâs living area. The heatwave, the air conditioning that I sleep so well in, my room is like a freezer.
There are so many good things and bad things but most of all I am grateful. Regardless of the bugs and the heat the summer is beautiful. It reminds us that nothing last forever and the season will become cold and dark again. So enjoy the moment or season you are in now. It wonât last but make the best of the season and be grateful for it.
You never know what is around the corner of life. So take time out today to thank God for this beautiful day. As they say time doesnât stop and is completely unforgiving to anyone. So take time to be in the moment and sit in gratitude. ~~always, Emma~~
The Culture of Me
What does one do when they are simply tired of all the people around them? We are surrounded by the people we love yet if the burden is too big why do we have to carry it alone?
I find myself hating each and every single day because of the people around me. Does that make me a bad person? I want to be happy I want to help others. But itâs extremely difficult to find happiness in doing such things when others make your life so much more difficult.
We try to excuse the behavior but the truth is they are just lazy and donât care. Which puts you right in the center of my battle. I care how the house looks, I care about taking care of my mom, I care about not having an invasion of ants in the house.
I consistently do each thing not because of anyone else but myself. But it becomes exhausting when you live with people that just donât care. They are not willing to help with other things that the household might need. So it all falls on one person instead of every one doing their part to make it easier for all.
We all live here itâs our house so why not find something to do for the house instead of waiting on one person to do it all. Together we could accomplish a lot more than if just one person is doing all the work. I guess that is a task that will never happen instead it will continue to lie at the feet of one person.
Which does bring me to the larger problem in our society. The idea that I come first, second and last no one comes before me, itâs all about what I want, what I need and how I feel. Never a thought of the fellow man just simply a me, me, me mentality.
Itâs something I know I cannot change I can only change how I react. But God Almighty it is exhausting having to deal with these morons.
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Wondering how long you have waited for me. I know you look for me. I know you refuse to let me know that youâre watching me. You watch my every move wondering what I will do next. You canât help it, it consumes you. You want to walk away and never look back but you canât. Donât worry darling your secret is safe with me.
Finding freedom
There is nothing more disappointing than when you have friends and family but realize they donât have your back. Itâs sad but it also reminds us that the only one we can depend on is ourselves. It is better to be reminded of this harsh reality than to constantly think we have others by our side. Itâs the most freeing thing one can imagine. Everything you do, everything you accomplish comes from within you not from someone else. Not from those that doubted you. Not for those that never once believed in you. Not those that thought they would watch you fail. Instead those who were your biggest haters can watch from the back of the stands. Donât acknowledge them, donât even give them the satisfaction of your presence. Instead walk by them like the strangers they are. Freedom is learning to live without the fear of being alone. Embrace it and be free.
Names
Today and gone tomorrow will you remember my name.
Will you whisper it to the wind?
Will you shout it from the rooftop?
Will you know what it meant?
Will you remember how I felt?
Will it ever make you mad?
Or will you just be sad?
Time will know the pain but darling will you remember my name?
~Emmanuelle-Rose Grace~
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