It’s always remarkable to me how quickly people turn their back on you. You stand there looking out for them and it quickly becomes “I never asked you to.” Some things we learn over time. Some things we learn through nothing more than being told we cause “drama” by existing. Well I no longer care if you see me as drama. It used to be called loyalty but in a world with no true meaning of anything, I can understand why one sees as drama. The days of me sticking my neck out for others is done. Because this girl no longer cares what happens to anyone. ~Emma~
Tag: good-bye
Closure
Closure
Goodbyes are not easy
Closing a chapter is hard
Ending the time, you shared
Adapting to a new environment is tricky
Letting go finally makes life move forward
Don’t allow your past define your future
Learn from the mistakes
Learn from the lessons
Learn and adapt
One can only move forward by letting go
Never looking back
The future is ahead of you not behind you
Written by: Emmanuelle-Rose Grace
Fear Death
Death is all I see
Death is all I smell
Death is all I taste
The vipers hanging from the well
Haunting and hissing making the rounds
Chasing me down
In my dreams
In my past
In my life
Death is all I feel when I look around
As daggers pierce my eyes
There is no love here
Never to be found
Death doesn’t pardon any one of us
Even the good ones
Faced stained with blood
Lips sown shut
Fears of darkness consuming all of us
Death to dust fighting time for every night
Close my eyes and see your face
Hallowed and empty you no longer play
Death found you months ago
Leaving a hole where in my soul
Death took you from me and I have no where to go
Written by: Emmanuelle-Rose Grace
To my old clan- Adieu
Adieu
There are no words I can say that will ever make this okay.
There are no words to ever be told to make the truth ever sound sweet.
Lessons are learned from the mistakes we’ve made.
Lies and deceit are ever so instant nowadays.
Loyalty and love dead at the scene.
Words upon the alter sacrificed and slaughtered at your feet.
My love for you upon that slab beaten and battered.
I will take my memories, walk away, while my tears fall and splatter.
But remember one thing it was you I chose day after day.
With nothing left to say sweet goodbye are the last words you will hear me say. —Mizfit Queen aka Emma
Written by: Emmanuelle-Rose Grace
