Have a blessed day

The moment you realize you don’t need a person to make you happy. You are happy being alive and filled with God’s love making you feel complete. Have a beautiful day filled with love. ❤️ ~Emma~ 🌹

Embrace the Chaos

When the world is mean and makes you full of sadness, remember how special you are to God. He will never leave your side, He will always love you. He will always accept your kind of crazy because He knows you are enough being you. Embrace the chaos that is you, because it’s beautiful when it is you. Don’t let anyone take that from you. ~Emma~

CLOSE: written by Emmanuelle -Rose Grace

He touches my hand

I feel nervous at his side

I can feel the chemistry course through my veins inside

It’s almost like an electric current

I look into his eyes but turn away

He pulls at my face leaning in

Utters words I want to hear him say

“Don’t be afraid darling I won’t hurt you.”

Many have pretended to be there

His words feel like magic filling the air

The rain is all over us, the splat splat splat sounds makes me shiver

He pulls my close and tells me sweet words

“You are my flame together we will burn forever.”

I look into the distance and see the lights of the city

But as we walk together in the rain I feel my heart just patter

He grabs my hand and we run through the drops of water

Getting all wet seems so silly

But finally we reach his place

He covers me in blankets to make me feel safe

He leans down grabs my face

As his lips touch over my cheek

I start to feel warm inside

And he pulls up my face looking into my eyes

Green on blue he kisses me taking me deep inside

Oh how I love being with him this way

Our lips touching feeling each other out

Feeling his tongue slide over my neck

Makes me buzzed on a high

Damn what is it about him that makes me feel so alive

~Emma~

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Feelings ?!?

What do you say to a person that is your friend that you may have feelings for them? You don’t want to ruin what you have but you can feel all these things you never knew you felt. Stupid I know, that’s what I keep saying. Don’t fall into old patterns. And it’s stupid because he is not like any other person I have ever met. Is it stupid? Am I crazy? To feel like I genuinely like them. I don’t know maybe I am stupid and completely reckless with my heart. But it’s like when we speak, even speaking of him being with another person, my heart feels something. It’s dumb I know. I just don’t know anymore. He makes me question everything. He makes me feel like I can achieve my goals. I can find my own happiness and it just feels like he takes joy in me becoming a better person. I know I shouldn’t even entertain the ideas, if I do it will just mess up our friendship. I love our friendship I don’t want to ruin that I want to be honest and just love him. Maybe just being his friend is enough love and not expecting anything back. I am stupid I know but I do know I don’t want us to not be friends. He is extremely important to me and I can’t lose him. Not over emotions that I am sure he doesn’t have. So I will stay positive and allow time to do it’s thing. Just working on myself. Yes I am sharing my own personal crazy thoughts. I hope the new day brings you much love and a beautiful day. Remember be the reason smiles today. ~Emma~

Daily positive advice….

I hope everyone has a blessed day filled with love and blessings. Spread as much love as you can and kindness to others it’s the only way to truly change the world. ~Emma~

Dear friend: written by Emmanuelle-Rose Grace

Dear “friend”, I want to say thank you for we no longer speak. Time has passed us by and friends we never really were you see. Things change, I have changed, my heart no longer cares for any of you. It’s strange you love something till you find out it wasn’t worth your time and it never was. You learn to let go not because you have forgotten the hurt or pain but because you no longer need them at all. They no longer exist in your life. You learned a valuable lesson that your “friend” may never see but wish them well. Never look back with regret and don’t forget the only one with the power is yourself. This “friend” I write about doesn’t exist they never did. Complete figment of my imagination because the truth is, real friends would be there for you, only figments of our imagination never existed in our life. So let go of the lie this friend never existed. Tomorrow when you open your eyes it’s your world no one else’s. So erase the figment of your imagination and dive into a new world free from the lie. Stop wasting time on shadows that never existed live in the present with the love around you. Sincerely, the Black Rose

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Wonderful night

Sitting in bed in a lot of pain watching a Christmas movie with Lindsey Lohan and I absolutely love it. Falling for Christmas on Netflix. I don’t know if you have seen it but if you haven’t check it out. Sorry nit sorry for loving cheesy Christmas movies. 😘