Compliment

What was the best compliment you’ve received?

One time someone said let me follow you through all your chaos and I promise I will never leave your side.

Confidence low

How would you rate your confidence level?

At this very moment low. I have told people I care about them to be tossed out like trash so it does kind of make you feel like crap. Live and learn and grow gotta keep doing it. Stay strong!

Lord of the Rings

What movies or TV series have you watched more than 5 times?

Lord of the Rings all 3 and the extended version. I watch them at least 4 times a year. They are my favorite movies to watch. Idk how many times I have actually watched them but I would probably say over the years probably a 100 times and that’s probably just a low number.

Wolf

Which animal would you compare yourself to and why?

I would like to say a lioness but I am probably more wolf than a lion. Fierce, strong, always fighting for my place with a pack or without one. It’s hard to survive alone yet I still do and always along the line I find others to make a pack with. Searching for an alpha male that will be equal with me.

To future me….

Write a letter to your 100-year-old self.

Dear 100 year old me, congratulations on making it to 100. I didn’t think you would make it that far but cheers anyway. I hope you have found a man that loved you and showed you what it’s like to have someone completely support you and love you regardless of your chaos. I hope it was a long happy and fulfilled life. I hope you have built many beautiful wonderful relationships through out your long years. More importantly I hope you have continued to build the relationship between you and God. I can’t even imagine what the future holds for me but I am hopeful it will be a long beautiful one. I hope you have always celebrated each victory like it was your greatest and each day like it was your last. Like I set out to do many years ago I do hope you have made a change in the world. Or even one person’s life for the better. Always leaving the world a better place for someone else. You probably won’t remember this letter when you are 100 but if you do remember even if none of that happens you are still needed in life for whatever God has in stored for you. Don’t let anyone ever try to tell you different or make you stop believing in yourself. Always ~Emma~

Today and everyday

What is the last thing you learned?

You might feel alone but God is always with you.

One day at a time

What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.

Why are you still single, have never been married or had kids? You are too pretty to not be married. Explanation: I became extremely sick around the age of 21. Spent the next 10-15 years fighting a severe depression. Constantly being hospitalized, under lots of medication, and getting treatment with ECT. So yeah I didn’t have time to get married, have kids or enjoy life during the hell I was going through.