Have you ever reached the point where you no longer cared? Not about life but about the ppl that constantly say they care but seem to disappear. It’s like they vanish right before your eyes. I am just so over all this BS! I no longer can tolerate it. ~Emma~
Tag: coping skills
Faithfully
Faithfully- Journey
Highway run into the midnight sun
Wheels go ’round and ’round, you’re on my mind
Restless hearts, sleep alone tonight
Sendin’ all my love along the wire
They say that the road ain’t no place to start a family
Right down the line, it’s been you and me
And lovin’ a music man ain’t always what it’s supposed to be
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I’m forever yours
Faithfully
Circus life under the big-top world
We all need the clowns to make us smile
Through space and time, always another show
Wonderin’ where I am lost without you
And being apart ain’t easy on this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy of rediscovering you
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I’m forever yours
Faithfully
Whoa-oh, oh-oh
Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh
Whoa-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Faithfully
I’m still yours
I’m forever yours
Forever yours
Faithfully
Small blessings
Hope everyone has a beautiful weekend. Don’t forget the only one stopping you from having a blessed weekend is you. Even small victories and small blessings are to be celebrated.
One day at a time
What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.
Why are you still single, have never been married or had kids? You are too pretty to not be married. Explanation: I became extremely sick around the age of 21. Spent the next 10-15 years fighting a severe depression. Constantly being hospitalized, under lots of medication, and getting treatment with ECT. So yeah I didn’t have time to get married, have kids or enjoy life during the hell I was going through.
My start
You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?
In the chaos of her mind, Emma always found peace in the quiet silence of prayer.
Quote for today
Don’t get too attached to people because in the end everyone leaves. -unknown-
You can’t hide ugly
Always surprised how people act when speaking of my own mental illness. It’s like mentioning you have the plague. It truly shows their true character that they try to hide behind fake smiles. ~Emma~
Moody
I have been going through a really moody time at the moment hence why I am trying to minimize the damage. I tend to become very nasty and unfiltered when I am in this mood. Not that people don’t deserve to hear it. But unfortunately being this on a down is never a good thing. I shall keep you posted. I want to be positive but at this moment I am not. So I won’t pretend to be. ~Emma~
Not okay
I wish I could write a happy note and be positive but it has escaped me. Right at this very moment I am extremely hurt. I can’t even begin to explain the pain I feel but it has taken a hold of me. When you find that you have loved someone so much but they have disregarded you as piece of shit it is soul crushing. It makes me mad, angry, and just utterly broken. I will never be like that no matter how broken I feel. I won’t be like that person or the people that defend this person. I have lost a part of my heart probably to never find it again. All I can do is mourn it and let it go eventually. There is no point in trying to find or let anyone understand what you feel. They see things through their eyes and only their eyes, you can’t change that. It’s just heartbreaking and I am not okay with it. ~Emma~
Have a blessed day
The moment you realize you don’t need a person to make you happy. You are happy being alive and filled with God’s love making you feel complete. Have a beautiful day filled with love. ❤️ ~Emma~ 🌹
Emma the Mizfit 