It’s 3:23 AM in the morning, I can’t sleep. My head is pounding and I have a very bad nasal infection I think or sinus infection. I haven’t made any videos since last Friday because I’ve been sick. Hopefully trying to cure this naturally will get me better in the end. I’ve decided this time. I am not taking any antibiotics but instead I’m going to use nothing but natural healing remedies to try to get me to get better.

I’ve spent time in the sauna with essential oils trying to break up the mucus in my chest and sinuses. My head is stuffy, feel like I can only breathe one side of my nose. Being in the sauna has worked tremendously, but unfortunately, it’s taking a lot longer for me to feel better. I have pretty much lost my voice. It’s very raspy and it hurts when I talk. But I am hoping for a good outcome in the end. So while I take some time out to just let my body heal I hope you have a wonderful amazing week.

I know it’s Tuesday morning, but I’m writing this while I lie in bed waiting to fall asleep, hoping I can sleep well tonight. I hope your Tuesday is a wonderful, beautiful blessed day and week. ~Emma~

Love it

How do you feel about cold weather?

I absolutely love the cold. I not only sleep better in the winter but in the summer my room has to be 60 degrees while also using two fans. I want it cold, I want to be under my blankets so I can feel cozy. That is the best way to sleep so for me it’s the best.

Why bother?

Trying to get through the week. It’s only Tuesday and I am so over it. Heading to bed wondering why I even care. Care for people that are selfish and only care for themselves. I put myself out there because I am told over and over again not everyone is the same. In my most recent years I have learned that’s exactly what people are all the same. There is not point in trying to build relationships with people. Regardless if it’s friendship or anything else today people are cold and uncaring. Save yourself because no one cares. I speak a lot about being the change you want to see in the world. I want to still hold on to that but I am afraid my faith is falling. I have been hurt too many times to think anyone is different. So I end my night with this post I hope your week is better than mine. ~Emma~

Perfect sleeping weather

How do you feel about cold weather?

I love the cold weather I won’t lie it’s my favorite season. I do love spring, summer, and fall but my favorite will always be winter. The fresh cold air that keeps my room cold. To all the warms soft blankets I slip under to keep me warm while I sleep. It’s the best.

Moody

I have been going through a really moody time at the moment hence why I am trying to minimize the damage. I tend to become very nasty and unfiltered when I am in this mood. Not that people don’t deserve to hear it. But unfortunately being this on a down is never a good thing. I shall keep you posted. I want to be positive but at this moment I am not. So I won’t pretend to be. ~Emma~

Quote:

“You knew what you were doing and you know it would hurt me but somehow that still didn’t stop you.”

Feel the magic

There is something so magical about this time of the year. No matter how crappy I feel I can’t stop smiling. People that don’t believe in Jesus Christ I can’t understand how you can not feel the magic of the season. Either way I hope everyone is doing well listening to Christmas music. And just try enjoying the beautiful season no stress just enjoy the moments of the season. Have a beautiful night. ~Emma~

Still sick but still smiling

Trying to stay positive but my body is betraying me. I spend most of my time sleeping. Hopefully this medication will help me get my strength back. I have so much to do. I am missing my group therapy for a second time this month. I really enjoy them but I can’t get through the session with all this coughing. So I am aiming for next week. I hope you have a beautiful day. Don’t forget no matter how crappy you feel things could always be worse. So even through the bad mood or sickness smile, it not only changes your moody ass but others around you. So don’t forget to Smile 😊 ~Emma~

Thee Lord God Almighty

Lord Almighty, on this damp cold night I thank Thee Oh Lord. Lord this week You have given me the strength to do all the things I needed to do. Lord this week You have awoken me each morning with a smile on my face, no matter the rain or the cold there is always something to smile about. Lord this week You gave me hope, when I speak to You in my quite time with You, I feel Your Presence. Lord this week You gave me a new understanding that no matter what I do The Creator of the Universe shall never leave my side. Lord this week You have protected me and my family from the dangers of this chaotic world. Lord this week You have picked up when I felt defeated. Lord I bow before Thee and Praise You in the Highest for Your Love is Truly Great.

 

~~your servant~~