What are you most proud of in your life?
The day I got baptized and gave my soul to God. It was the best thing I have ever done and the only thing that made me feel absolutely powerful. He not only helped me that day, He also has given me the strength to keep going every single day. No matter the struggle He gives me the strength.
What have you been working on?
I have been working on myself. Trying to learn from my mistakes. Trying to live a healthy lifestyle. Trying to learn how to communicate better. Trying to push myself out of own comfort zones. Learning new coping techniques to try and not keep myself back. Always trying to keep growing to become a version of myself than I was yesterday. Sounds silly I know but it’s the truth. The only way I can find my place in this life is to find myself. For so long I had no idea who I was and I think finally, I am coming to understand who I am and who I want to be. Because there is a difference, I don’t just want to be myself I want to be the best version of myself.
What’s something most people don’t know about you?
What I really am facing each and every single day. They think they know they think they understand but the truth is they have no idea. I won’t share it because it’s pointless because they will never understand nor would they ever truly care to understand. I have family that think they know what I go through they think that. Truth is they don’t and I won’t shatter the illusion they have of me. Let them think what they want. Let them believe what they want. No matter what I do I will never live up to the expectations they have of me. So it’s better to let them live in ignorance because ignorance is bliss and they would rather live there than in reality.
Do lazy days make you feel rested or unproductive?
Well it depends today is a rainy day. On rainy days I feel lazy and without energy. I feel like just sleeping unfortunately I can’t sleep the whole day away. So I will just keep going and do everything I do everyday. Keep moving forward. Have a beautiful day.
When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?
When I worked full time to pay car payments, food, clothing, shelter and saw the government take half my paycheck. 🤣
What would you do if you lost all your possessions?
It’s nice to keep your most treasured possessions, but nothing lasts. In a world where we will all face death one day, our only true possession is our memories. The love we have and the love we shared with others. So for myself the only thing I would hate to lose is my memories.
What’s a topic or issue about which you’ve changed your mind?
Abortion: I once believed it was the right of the woman to make that choice. Though I was always a Christian and didn’t believe it should be used in most cases, just for rape the usual talking points, you know them. Well when my brother and his girlfriend which would be his wife later on had their first child. They had the child young, anyway it was seeing her born that changed my life. I was young only in my own teens when I saw this beautiful baby. She was the most adorable beautiful thing I had ever laid my eyes upon. She had stolen my heart away my beautiful niece. It was in that day I no longer believed it was the right of any woman to take a child’s life. If I could love a baby that much and she wasn’t my own, no baby should ever not exist because someone else decided their fate. This is something I believe in my core and will never change my mind. All babies deserve to live. The fact that we even live in a society that doesn’t protect babies makes this a very dark time period in our history.
Tell us about a time when you felt out of place.
I always feel out of place. It is extremely hard to find a place that I find myself completely comfortable except my home. Not everyone understands or gets me so I avoid people.
What’s the trait you value most about yourself?
I am myself all the time, I think it’s the most valuable trait. It also comes with a downside. Everyone always talks about how they want someone who is themselves and not trying to be anyone else. But the cold hard truth is men like to buy the lie. Girls that are lying to them, using them, girls that will have sex with them on the first night. They say they have standards but the truth is they don’t. A pretty face with a hot body and that’s it, they are all after you. Five month later they wonder why the relationship didn’t work. Turns out she was a nasty bit*h that was only using you for whatever she wanted. I am who I am and only grow to be a better version of myself. I am completely unpredictable, and even chaotic at times but always myself.
What brands do you associate with?
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