Start the day

It’s a beautiful day every time you get a chance to open your eyes. Many don’t get the chance to have another day. So regardless of how crappy you feel get up and keep pushing forward. Only you can make the difference in your life. So get up, push on through and no matter what always be grateful to God. Even through the worst winters the next season blossoms the most beautiful things. So keep fighting never give up. ~~Emma~~

My mood right now— Happier Than Ever by: Billie Eilish

When I’m away from you, I’m happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn’t true
Give me a day or two to think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do, mm-mmm

Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue? (My avenue)
When you (when you) said you were passing through
Was I even on your way?
I knew when I asked you to (when I asked you to)
Be cool about what I was telling you
You’d do the opposite of what you said you’d do (what you said you’d do)
And I’d end up more afraid

Don’t say it isn’t fair
You clearly weren’t aware that you made me miserable
So if you really wanna know

When I’m away from you (when I’m away from you)
I’m happier than ever (happier than ever)
Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better)
I wish it wasn’t true (wish it wasn’t true), mmm-hmm

You call me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death, but I’m wasting my breath
‘Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
I don’t relate to you
I don’t relate to you, no
‘Cause I’d never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city

And I don’t talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
‘Cause that shit’s embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fucking sad

So don’t waste the time I don’t have
And don’t try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I’d have an empty line ’cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut ’em all out for you ’cause I was a kid

You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone

Storms Wrath

Storms Wrath

Her heart breaks at his words

Crushing the red dried roses that were once hers

Leaving nothing but dark red broken petals falling towards the grass

As the she lets out a howl from deep within

Crushed by his hateful words of deceit

The stab wounds going deep in her soul

She goes blue like a chill from winter’s brutal cold

Pain freezing her every thought

As her heart stops beating so damn hard

Tears staining her face with marks

She tries to understand what came her way

Lost for words with nothing left to say

Falling to the ground, she grabs the wounds on her way

His words of hate, breaking her once beautiful face

Written by: Emmanuelle-Rose Grace

Happy Birthday 🎉🎈🎂 to me

Today is my birthday and I am grateful for another year. It won’t be celebrated because it doesn’t need to be. I have struggled a lot this past year. Things change, life changes, people leave but the love in your heart doesn’t. Be grateful. Life is short and not guaranteed but today is a day to live it to the fullest. Not because it’s my birthday but because it’s another day I woke up, you woke up. Have a beautiful weekend enjoying the beauty in the world. Tune out the darkness, the sound of all the bad and just enjoy being alive. There is no better way to live.