I have been going through a really moody time at the moment hence why I am trying to minimize the damage. I tend to become very nasty and unfiltered when I am in this mood. Not that people don’t deserve to hear it. But unfortunately being this on a down is never a good thing. I shall keep you posted. I want to be positive but at this moment I am not. So I won’t pretend to be. ~Emma~
Not okay
I wish I could write a happy note and be positive but it has escaped me. Right at this very moment I am extremely hurt. I can’t even begin to explain the pain I feel but it has taken a hold of me. When you find that you have loved someone so much but they have disregarded you as piece of shit it is soul crushing. It makes me mad, angry, and just utterly broken. I will never be like that no matter how broken I feel. I won’t be like that person or the people that defend this person. I have lost a part of my heart probably to never find it again. All I can do is mourn it and let it go eventually. There is no point in trying to find or let anyone understand what you feel. They see things through their eyes and only their eyes, you can’t change that. It’s just heartbreaking and I am not okay with it. ~Emma~
Have a blessed day
The moment you realize you don’t need a person to make you happy. You are happy being alive and filled with God’s love making you feel complete. Have a beautiful day filled with love. ❤️ ~Emma~ 🌹
Quote:
“You knew what you were doing and you know it would hurt me but somehow that still didn’t stop you.”
Please help me
I ask please for you all to go to YouTube and subscribe to the channel I need a 1k on YouTube channel before it will get monetize. So please help me out. Thank you all and have a beautiful wonderful day. ~ Emma~
Walk on sunshine
Today is going to be a good day. I refuse to allow anything to bring my mood down. Instead I will be walking on sunshine. Does that mean everything will go right? Does that mean it will be an easy day? No but I am choosing that regardless of the day I will still have a good day. I will not allow anything to bring me down. I hope today you have a beautiful day filled with love and lots of blessings. ~Emma~
He is with you
bible.com/bible/1/isa.41.10.KJVEmbrace the Chaos
When the world is mean and makes you full of sadness, remember how special you are to God. He will never leave your side, He will always love you. He will always accept your kind of crazy because He knows you are enough being you. Embrace the chaos that is you, because it’s beautiful when it is you. Don’t let anyone take that from you. ~Emma~
CLOSE: written by Emmanuelle -Rose Grace
He touches my hand
I feel nervous at his side
I can feel the chemistry course through my veins inside
It’s almost like an electric current
I look into his eyes but turn away
He pulls at my face leaning in
Utters words I want to hear him say
“Don’t be afraid darling I won’t hurt you.”
Many have pretended to be there
His words feel like magic filling the air
The rain is all over us, the splat splat splat sounds makes me shiver
He pulls my close and tells me sweet words
“You are my flame together we will burn forever.”
I look into the distance and see the lights of the city
But as we walk together in the rain I feel my heart just patter
He grabs my hand and we run through the drops of water
Getting all wet seems so silly
But finally we reach his place
He covers me in blankets to make me feel safe
He leans down grabs my face
As his lips touch over my cheek
I start to feel warm inside
And he pulls up my face looking into my eyes
Green on blue he kisses me taking me deep inside
Oh how I love being with him this way
Our lips touching feeling each other out
Feeling his tongue slide over my neck
Makes me buzzed on a high
Damn what is it about him that makes me feel so alive
~Emma~
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