Long day doing so many different things. My head gets filled with so much s**t. I tend to over think everything and I try so hard to make things perfectly right. Go for long walks in the park to clear my head. Walking and working out helps me to try and stop the insanity in my head. As I lay here wondering why the world is so chaotic I am just grateful to have fought through another day. I was once told by an old friend you can never look back, learn from your past but don’t look back. So much of our time is spent thinking “what could have been” or “what would have changed if I had just done this”. But as I sit in the dark I know that it’s not just destiny, though that might play a part. It’s our choices that have led us down this path. One of the most important things I have recently learned is every story has two sides. You will always be the villain in someone’s story. Those two things have made me see ownership is truly the most freeing of anything. When you own your flaws, your past, your mistakes, or even your choices good or bad you grow. The only way to truly become a better person is to keep growing and striving to be a better person. Once you realize you are responsible for your own decisions, your own choices no matter what life throws at you. You can grow stronger by embracing it all and wearing it like armor. The only one that has the power to defeat you is yourself. So yeah they are random thoughts but I just wanted to share them. Have a beautiful night. Emma